moodwriter

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This is me saying hello to everyone who happens to find their way here. Welcome. We have lots to talk about.


This is also a master post of my stories.

( Harry Potter )

( Jared/Jensen )

( Blood Ties )

( Prison Break )

( Adam/Tommy, Glamily )

First, I like the word tinhatter. I like to speculate. I like the occasional weird journey to the dark side where everything is possible and all is pretty boys in each other's pants. I don't take that part seriously at all, but I like it sometimes. I especially like to do it with people who don't take it seriously either.

I don't do it much anymore because of the way the fandom is. There's no room for harmless tinhatting because there are people who actually believe in these things and hold onto these ideas like it's somehow important to be on the right side of the game of who-is-my-idol-dating.

Anyway, because I'm a writer I tend to think about things. That's kind of how the stories start, too. I take an idea and start turning it around and around in my head. So the idea is "What if the tinhatters are right?" What does it actually mean? And who is Adam if they are right?

( Tinhatting, for real )

Title: Reckless Abandonment
Author: moodwriter
Beta: aislinntlc
Genre: PWP, AU, public sex
Pairing: Adam/Tommy, a bit of Brad
Word Count: 1170 words
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: language, sexual scenes
Summary: At twenty-one, Tommy is not looking for anything but good time, partying with his friends, going to concerts, drinking. The good he gets is a little more than he expected.
Disclaimer: I love writing about these two, and they are very much characters to me. It's AU, and maybe it happened to someone somewhere, but not to these two. :)

( Reckless Abandonment )

So here's my review of Trespassing. :) I know nothing about music professionally, but I feel it. I don't like pop. I don't like what's currently on the radio, but I love Trespassing. :) I'll add my favorite lyrics here, too.

Trespassing: The title track blew my mind away when we heard the first snippet, and I still love it to bits. I love the live version more because clapping should be real and I don't understand why they don't use real drums in... most of the songs. But the bass line... pure perfection. I love the lyrics of the song, and this is my favorite:
I don’t need no sympathy
I won’t cry and whine
Life’s my light and liberty
and I shine when I wanna shine
Still one of my favorites on the album. So different from what's out there right now.

( Cuckoo etc. )

There is an awesome artist who has drawn two pics inspired by Taste. :) She's Stitch-84, and I love her work to bits. <3 Here are the two pics she did of Tommy from Taste:



( Baby, You Think I'm Beautiful Wet )

I'll be adding them to my chapters (with her permission), and if she ever feels inspired to do more I'll add those to the chapters as well. :) If it's not clear I love this fandom and all the talented people in it. <3

Also, I have created an Archive of Our Own account. It can be found here: moodwriter. I'm posting all my Adam fic there. I love LJ, but because it's not so reliable I need to have another place for my fics, too. AO3 is pretty damn awesome. :) I know I'm very bad at answering comments at the moment, but I promise to get back to it soon. I read them all (many times actually because it's still, even after all this time, amazing to me that people actually like what I do), and appreciate the comments so very much. So thank you. Thank you for following my stories, and for being such wonderful people. *hugs*

And it's such a joyful time. Adam's new album is out, the boys are making music together on stage again, and it's just wonderful to see how happy Adam is, and how comfortable they are with each other. I love their friendship. Much love. <3

Title: Taste
Author: moodwriter
Beta: aislinntlc
Genre: angst, romance, stripper AU
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Word Count: 2700 words (this part)
Rating: NC-17 (the whole story)
Warnings: language, sexual scenes
Summary: Tommy Joe learns to strip.
Disclaimer: It's AU. That should say enough that this is not real. :D It also says I've lost my mind. I can't stop writing them. :D

( Part Four: Baby, I Can Smell You On My Clothes )

Do you know why I write fanfiction?

I started writing fanfiction because I couldn't write original fiction no matter how much I tried. I just didn't have that something that would push me through the insecurity of not knowing HOW.

Fanfiction gave me wings. But it's also my prison. I've written original words, too. 70 000 of them to be precise. Two different stories, though. But yeah, I do write original words too. But I don't feel them the same way I feel fanfiction, the characters that are already fascinating to me on their own.

I've been writing a lot of AU lately, and that's original fiction. I could change the names of the characters, and write these stories without ever publishing them here. Why don't I?

Because the world is full of people who don't give a fuck about others and what they create, who only want to rip you to pieces because you're not good enough, not up to their standard.

That's one of the reasons.

The other is... That would mean I would have to take it seriously, and me taking things seriously makes me lose the desire to play. The words "serious" and "muse" hate each other. My muse is a fickle little creature, and she sure as hell doesn't want anything serious or high art or something that makes people go all whoa, this is the best thing I've ever read. She wants to write things that make her laugh and cry and want. That's all.

So I have a problem. How to become a writer of original fiction without taking it seriously?

I found my playful child at work. I'm still an office worker. My work is the same as it was before. And I enjoy it so freaking much. I love my work because it's like an adventure to me. I love all the problems I need to figure out.

So if I can make that boring job something interesting to myself how do I make writing original fiction something fun and not serious?

Title: Taste
Author: moodwriter
Beta: aislinntlc
Genre: angst, romance, stripper AU
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Word Count: 2050 words (this part)
Rating: NC-17 (the whole story)
Warnings: language, sexual scenes
Summary: Tommy Joe learns to strip.
Disclaimer: It's AU. That should say enough that this is not real. :D It also says I've lost my mind. I can't stop writing them. :D

( Part Three: Burning Man )

Title: Taste
Author: moodwriter
Beta: aislinntlc
Genre: angst, romance, stripper AU
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Word Count: 5300 words (this part)
Rating: NC-17 (the whole story)
Warnings: language, sexual scenes
Summary: Tommy Joe learns to strip.
Disclaimer: It's AU. That should say enough that this is not real. :D It also says I've lost my mind. I can't stop writing them. :D

( Stars In My Black and Blue Sky )

Title: Taste
Author: moodwriter
Beta: aislinntlc
Genre: angst, romance, stripper AU
Pairing: Adam/Tommy
Word Count: 5000 words (this part)
Rating: NC-17 (the whole story)
Warnings: language, sexual scenes
Summary: Tommy Joe learns to strip.
Disclaimer: It's AU. That should say enough that this is not real. :D It also says I've lost my mind. I can't stop writing them. :D


( Taste, Part One )